I didn't win the oscar

I just finished a paint-by-number. I feel depressed, but not for any reason. well maybe because I wish my life could be the way it is when I am in detroit, but that is not possible. I played my gene defcon 7" a bunch of times, actually, just the song "Liz" over and over. I wonder if kaysie is having a good time with that beatle boot boy. I hope the glow in the dark stars get on my roomates nerves. I wonder if most people realize how pathetic and insignificant all their actions are and they just pretend not to know? I'm not a very good actress.