mud

I ended up not going to the ladyfest show, i walked down to where it was and then i decided that i didnt feel up to it. so instead i wandered around for a long time enjoying the warm night and thinking about nothing in particular, which is what i have been doing a lot of lately. i feel like my mind wandered away and never bothered to come back. its kind of unsettling. i'm not sure how to fix it. i guess i just need to do more constructive and creative things with my time rather than just taking everything in impartially. like i said before, i am letting my brain turn into mud and i don't remember what the adjective was that i used to describe that mud, but it is in a previous entry and i do not care to look for it just yet.