you can have some cock for free

i cant stop sneezing! well okay i stopped but it made my head hurt in a sudden way. i cleaned out my closet and sorted through everything, which has been sitting there since summer, and it's all going to goodwill or the curb or something like that. so i can finally be at peace with my surroundings.

last night i went to art system where there was a show on, mostly about war, but kevin also had a room with his photography project where they gave 4 people cameras and a list of things to photograph, things like need, balance, communication, magic, etc. i think i saw baby spice in the crowd there. well anyways i then went to new ho king with jesse and robin and had yummy food and then on the way to jesse's car we passed the el mocambo and there was a guy working on it and he let us in to see. it was unreal. the downstairs was completely gutted, the ceiling about 5 feet higher than it used to be and the back wall and stage were gone. they had reinforced all the beams holding up the 2nd floor which it seems before had been about ready to give way. upstairs was totally dance studio-ified. it was all brightly lit and there were mirrors on the walls and curvy walls with slanty windows. it was weird to roam around in there after knowing the old building. i never imagined they would change it so drastically. anyways. we left the elmo and went to evil genius which is where jesse and robin left the picture, as they didnt want to check their coats, and i met liz there. we had an evening involving some really bad tasting drinks, a dj who took my request but i guess didnt realize that white blood cells is not the white stripes first album, some old fat dude asking me about my piercings and kept asking how i pick my nose and he wouldnt leave me alone, another guy who was like, "ive got something for you.." and then tried to put peanut shells in my hand, and then after we left and were walking back to my apartment, a gino standing by his car yelled after me and liz.. "hey are you girls alright? ive got a car here and a house over there..." and as we were turning the corner.. "and you can have some cock for free..!!".

ive never really felt inhibited about writing things in my diary before but right now i do for the first time. i'm leaving out something i want to write. sigh.