pity machine

yesterday i went to the home of femme fatale to watch buffalo 66 with sebastien, i had not seen it before. i liked it, vincent gallo is a very talented dude. then they had band practice for a while so i read a book of dirty poems called pussy pow wow. this little kid's dad masturbates while watching him try to go poo. i had a tasty nature burger from lick's. then i went with them to popscene. everyone was nice but i got all shy and awkward from being surrounded by people i dont really know and i just stood around and watched the cartoons on the tv and the kareoke videos that looked like softcore. i felt bad for not being super fun and entertaining. on the way home i got lei'd. my eyes are itchy and my hair keeps poking in them. i need a haircut. i am going to try to clean my apartment today. i think. next week i start counselling for my ADD inconsistent and unproductive ways. i actually intend to do something about it this time as i am growing tired of drifting through my own life without exerting much influence on it. i also need to get rid of a lot of clothes because they take up too much space, i wonder if goodwill does pick ups. ugh itchy eyes