i confess

i havent updated in a while. i got back from detroit at around 6:30 tonight. for dinner i had some mints. they were delicious. i had a few hours to make the room look presentable and then my roomate showed up. oh well. she left again, to go salsa dancing. speshial. on monday i am going to go eat vegan food with the girl i'm supposed to get an apartment with. on tuesday i'm going to lichee gardens with my mom, she is coming to visit me because my grandma, who lives in burlington, is moving into an old people home this week and my mom is coming up to help her move. i hope that when i am old i will have family to live with or something. i dont want to live in a home ever.i dont even want to get old. i should die first. i will have to wear my scarf on tuesday or put some bandaids over the tattoo, i dont know, i will think of something. ruth is fine, after all of the travelling, he is back to his regular bright blue color. right now i am listening to le tigre and putting off writing a paper. i think i left a pair of mismatched socks at kays' house. i threw up last night from some oreos i ate. i am sad that i did not get to meet mike garcia. i really need a shower, i feel gross. kays how come i never see any of the pictures from your digital camera, dont you upload them? the guy that i sent a painting to told me he liked it. maybe i shoud be an artist instead of a worthless student sitting in front of a computer with a copy of spiegelgeschichte and scratching her scalp raw. its a thought.